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michelle
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28o81985
twenty-two
cafe del mar
beach captain
promiscuous
workaholic
alcoholic
shopaholic
procrastinator
party animal
beach bummer

lovee-`
my dearest sweethearts(:
my darling girlfriends (:
ah-bee (:
hugs&kisses
interlocked fingers
playing in the rain
sunrise&sunset
fireworks
star gazing
retail therapy
party therapy
food haven
speed rides
hard liquor, bubbly champagne
sweets!

wants-`
braids/cornrolls?
new phone
new watch
new hair makeover
sneakers/flats/heels/boots
skinny haviannas
newurbanmale clock
jacket/pullover/cardigan
the boyfriend's shirt
one more boyfriend's shirt
skinny belt
paul smith floral perfume
diesel perfume
calvin klein europhia perfume
calvin klein eternity perfume
dior fahrenheit 32 perfume
kenneth cole RSVP perfume
that ray bans shades
marc ecko E850361
full body massage&spa
lose 5kg
trip down to port dickson (:
photo with *him
a good holiday!
vehicle license

you-`
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pump a heartbeat to me-`

Saturday, January 15, 2005
well, been quite a good girl today. did my tutorials for process operation. just realised that there's alot to do since i missed the tutorials from the start. well, not too late to realise that its too late, just alot to catch up on now. no more of missing classes for me now. i must really be good girl le. sit down, don't fidget and do tutorials le.

anyway, watched 'meet the fockers' on wednesday with my dearest peksy. yupz, headed down to amk station to meet her along with sylvia. yupz, sylvia's definitely engrossed with the dan brown's book- the da vinci code. we took the train over and went to plaza to watch the show whereas sylvia went over to her mum's shop. shopped around till the show started. we got the ben and jerry's ice cream. was yummylicious! should go try it. loved the show to bits manx. of the the whole show, i like baby jack the most. he's one handsome little fella. anyway, headed over to OG-orchard and shopped for nail polish. well, i got 3 nail polish, 2 nail art and 1 top cover- spent 35 buckeroos just like that. well, that's me. heh.

well, life has been quite on the rocks for me. learning to go easy on myself doesn't seem to be good. anyway, it sounds quite ridiculous- even i'm laughing at it. well, was thinking of doing some little writings and thoughts over some verses every time i read them. since now, i'm being a good little girl and reading the bible. yes, it sounds so ridiculous but i'm reading it, taking it slowly at a time. i won't kill myself by reading a whole lot at one go. it will definitely kill my brain cells, plus i'm not really sure it'll start healing my spiritual life, so i dun hold much expectations of myself. anyway, i never did think highly of myself. heh. perhaps i should do that. maybe in time to come, i'll slowly climb wearily out of the hermit shell. so don't laugh and put me down cause i'll definitely will- let me experiment for awhile till it dies off itself. but on the other hand, it's not gonna be easy for me to die off, since i have a teacher who gives me daily verses nowadays. heh. one person who will not cut the slack. oh well, he's doing God's work- so let's just let him be.

gonna sleep le. have to wake up early and go to church for mass. surprise? don't be. expect to see more ba. oh well, its true- people do change. for better or worse, let's see about that.


[dreamt `]
at 11:38 PM