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Thursday, February 24, 2005
Haven't been online for some time already. School's been hectic. Been a real busy week of common tests. The heat is now on and I'm definitely feeling it. And I'm sure if I'm not going to do anything about it, I'll be standing alone- at the back. Wells, I wouldn't want that to happen.
Had my petrochemical common test on Tuesday. Hmmm, how should I describe the paper? I wouldn't say it's totally tough. Neither would I say that it's an easy paper. I guess I'll just say that I did my best and could do what I had. What I lacked was the sufficient knowledge to complete the paper. Rather than complain about the paper, I would say that I wasn't fully prepared for the paper. I placed a lot of attention on topic 3 and slacked through topic 2. So I would say that it's my fault now. Heh.
Today was my industrial safety test. Wells, i would say i am pretty happy of this paper. Perhaps i was more prepared for this paper than petrochemical. There was no calculations for this paper, and it's rather shocking. I guess, calculations will be included for final examinations. If only there was calculations today. But heys, the paper was not totally a killer anyway. And he was so nice to ask, giving us sweets during our test. Hmmm, where else can you find such a lecturer? I guess there's none out there already. Heh.
Hmmm, time really flies. In yet another 5 weeks or so, I'll be out of NYP. I would say that I'll definitely miss NYP. Wells, this is where I've spent 3 years in already. Feelings would definitely be there. After all, it's also a place, an institution where I was given the knowledge of the outside world, where I was nurtured. Anyhow, I'll miss the times I had in NYP. All the fun, laughter, peace and joy I had spent with my fellow friends and lecturers.
Last night, my mum talked to me about university. Wells, I'm not totally aspired by her to go take up a degree. But I definitely agree that a degree will serve a better rice- bowl than a diploma holder. Wells, its not that I don't wish to study university. But I feel that I don't have the cut or makings to enter a university. Plus look at the fees!! Its like extortion!! Oh wells, and Singapore is supposedly proposing the poly students to enter university by opening the criterions to sports as well. But hey, doesn't the government feel that the school fees are killing the people? The rise in school fees are going up every year. How would you expect students who feel like studying university to consider when the expenses will cost a bomb? Does the tuition grant even help? Sigh. Sometimes, I wonder- the government wants more students to study university but yet the jobs for graduates are at a stand still; they want to allow poly students to enter university so the individual universities open up more spaces to allow the students to enter, even by allowing them to enter with their cut in sports; everyone's going university and the fees are escalating ever faster and higher. Sigh. Now I understand what others say- to go to the university, the rich get richer and the poor gets poorer. Sigh.
Anyway, mummy wants me to study abroad. Sigh. Imagine- university abroad. 4 years studying university. Alone. How interesting.
Should I even consider? Sigh.
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