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Tuesday, April 05, 2005
popping by for a little while before my bro uses the computer. oh wells, been watching this hongkong drama serial every night. nice show.
wells, it's somewhat like a love triangle. introducing the police officer (lihua), valet captain (tianqiang) and a professional bodyguard (tianhua).
lihua likes tianqiang (her first love)- who happens to be her neighbour, but the two of them never stops bickering at each other. wells, here comes tianhua- a bodyguard who had a chance to work along with lihua for one assignment. after that assignment, they become good friends but tianhua starts to develop feelings for her. one day, tianqiang got attached- to none other den lihua's supervisor. so yeah, one happy couple. but lihua was very upset and coincidentally tianhua called her for a drink. she got herself drunk by finishing bottles of red wine. and to cool herself off, she went to swim in the pool at his condo. den when tianhua asked her what's wrong. she started crying and said that she's out of love, blah blah blah. tianhua suddenly turned to her and told her that she still had him. so sweet right? but that silly lihua, who never fell in love and never had anyone falling for her- was shocked and ran off. lihua also went all out just to make tianqiang happy, and tianhua knows of it. he asked her this, "you're doing everything just to make tianqiang happy. den what about you? who will give you happiness? or are you happy only when he's happy?" lihua kept quiet and only said they were friends, just like tianhua and her now. "just friends".
oh wells, if i'm lihua- i'll definitely give tianhua a chance.
sigh.
i guess only when you lose something or someone, will you den realise that you've lost your chance. perhaps, you'll den regret your actions and wished time could be turned back. but how many of us are lucky to have the time turned back? or rather have that something or someone back for a second chance? how many of us are that lucky? wells, sometimes you depend on fate. sometimes you depend on reality. somehow, i rather not believe in any.
perhaps, i don't wish to be hurt another time. or maybe, i'm not ready for another try.
sometimes, i wish to be attached again. to someone who likes me for who i am and not who i pretend to be. wells, at least he is able to accept me for who i am. but somehow again, am i willing to try again?
oh wells, i sprouting nonsense again.
sorry folks.
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6:00 PM
