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Monday, May 30, 2005
hey people, please remember to miss me!!! be leaving for m'sia @ 1pm tmr. i'm going to seremban for camp. will be staying @ Allson Klana Resort, which apparently has seaview. but sadly, i'm having the country view- which is good enuff. heh. but i dun have anyone i know @ m'sia camp sia. other den danny, gary, gerald.
sighs. anyhow, i'll be back on the 5th. one whole week. am i excited?? not really. sighs.
jemie: heys, glad to hear from you. anyways, thanks for asking me to go for ur church camp. although, i really wish to go, i've already committed myself over @ another camp. wells, it's not only the unwilling heart that doesn't have the longing, the unwilling mind and body too. the longing towards church have long faded. everything i have had in church have faded along with the long lingering period. going to church even for mass has lost its simplest meaning. even if i do, i spend most of the time not understanding what's going around me. just like the last mass i attended, on the 1st of may. i went to church not even knowing that our parish priest have been replaced, for at least a month. do you see the awkwardness created due to the lack of belonging?? friends have asked me to go for the mission trip. but i've declined it. not because i'm not interested but am i going there for friends or because of God?? i've asked myself, and i can't even find the answer to that. it's that bad. finding myself from where i used to be, has apparently lost its meaning. sighs. i'll try to mediatate- if i can. you're right, if i can worry so much, mediatating shouldn't be a problem. and yes, i'll read the book you passed me. i will. i promise.
sighs. better go now. or else, i'll be a zombie tmr.
nights. and loves!!
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