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michelle
black girl aka chocolate (:
28o81985
twenty-two
cafe del mar
beach captain
promiscuous
workaholic
alcoholic
shopaholic
procrastinator
party animal
beach bummer
lovee-`
my dearest sweethearts(:
my darling girlfriends (:
ah-bee (:
hugs&kisses
interlocked fingers
playing in the rain
sunrise&sunset
fireworks
star gazing
retail therapy
party therapy
food haven
speed rides
hard liquor, bubbly champagne
sweets!
wants-`
braids/cornrolls?
new phone
new watch
new hair makeover
sneakers/flats/heels/boots
skinny haviannas
newurbanmale clock
jacket/pullover/cardigan
the boyfriend's shirt
one more boyfriend's shirt
skinny belt
paul smith floral perfume
diesel perfume
calvin klein europhia perfume
calvin klein eternity perfume
dior fahrenheit 32 perfume
kenneth cole RSVP perfume
that ray bans shades
marc ecko E850361
full body massage&spa
lose 5kg
trip down to port dickson (:
photo with *him
a good holiday!
vehicle license
you-`
alinah`
alison`
joan`
jo-ann`
lynnly`
pek geok`
regina`
nadiah`
helly`
song`
linette`
eunice`
bala`
dizzy`
joleen`
lays`
Sunday, July 10, 2005
heys, had a bad day at work yesterday. sighs. was asked to go over to be at the bar coz ben was alone at the bar and he could not cope with all the drinks coming in. so yeah, i went in to assist him. sighs. heard lots of bad news. sighs.
is it because of me?? apparently, the supervisor- shah quit. i overheard tt it was over one incident. is it because of me?? sighs. and yes, ben's permenantly a member of fish&co now. no longer with us at simple life. ]
sighs.
suddenly, i feel weak. it seems as though i'm the cause of this. am i being too sensitive?? sheesh.
had a problem at the bar today. somehow, there was just a major miscommunication over one stupid ICED BLACK COFFEE!!! urgh!!! i can't stand it!!! and yes, because of it i was so unhappy with him!! MR WILL!! sighs. totally couldn't take it and i was just thrown at the bar feeling like a fool because of one stupid drink. i couldn't take it. yeah, i actually cried. fuck!!! thank god for lily, lex and alan for being there!! sighs. just couldn't take will's attitude just now. whatever. andy and skye just told me to forget it, since will haven't been thinking straight these few days due to the extreme lack of sleep. oh wells, he did apologize after my work. made me go to the office for a talk. sighs. i just can't talk about my problems. i'll just breakdown. and i don't wish that to happen. sighs.
gonna be doing night today. won't be doing closing but probably will stick around and get snacks ba. not sure about it. hopefully everything goes smooth today.
sighs.
how to face will later at work??
sighs.
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