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Thursday, July 14, 2005
it's my off day today. had quite a bad day yesterday. i was most of the time in a daze. sighs. wasn't feeling well yesterday. did opening myself again yesterday. sighs. ricky had to come for lunch again. sighs. somehow, i'm quite tired of his face. not because of what happened, but because of the frequency of him having his meals at the restaurant. sighs. oh wells, i can't say no to him coming to his own outlet, can i?
oh wells, met up with my dears over at wisma with andy. dears were having jap food, and i had the tofu. sighs. didn't have much appetite as well. will came down as well and dears had a good look of him. sighs. he's really like a small boy la. luckily, he didn't wear his cap. if not, he'll really be labelled as a small boy.
jo left and met up with alison for dinner. walked around with them while most of the time, i was spent stoning again. sighs. after dinner, went home and hit the bed at 9. super early!! but yeah, i couldn't take it much longer. sighs.
feeling much better now. ken didn't go for school today. he's staying in due to fever. sighs. hopefully it wasn't by me. yeah, woke up to see him still lying on bed with the fever sticker on his forehead. he's been having fever frequently this whole year. not good!! but was cool, haven't seen the little boy for ages. ever since i've been working till late, don't get to spend time with him. or usually, he'll be playing his gunbound when i'm ging for night shifts.
be going over to parkway later. meet jon for the cd-rom and to return his charger. yeah, den go down orchard meet andy and skye till they go over for work. den i'll be going over to J8 to meet dear. walk around and probably have dinner ba. have an important task!!
sighs. it's the 14th day of the month. also the 14th day the restaurant's opened. sighs. and so many politics have to happen. and it's especially annoying when they're just little stuff. sighs. good frens were made during these 2 weeks and friction have to be built up as well. sighs. sometimes, i ask myself. do i want to leave with my "clan". but somehow, there never was an answer to it. at first, probably. but do i want to leave because of my frens? my colleages? my clan? or do i want to stay through and prove to others that we are who we are, and that we're doing out utmost effort. but are our efforst recognized?
i don't like giving others a chance to have the last laugh. yeah, that's me. screw off if you don't like it. sighs. everyone's doing their best and just a small mistake have to be screwed. what kind of management is this? i don't like it. but leaving isn't going to make things cool. afterall, he's a rich guy who can hire more people. i rather prove him wrong that making people leave is the wrong decision. sighs. if only it WAS an open door policy, WHICH apparently was stated on our POLICY HANDBOOK. which part of the management is open doored? other den us being able to speak to our own supervisors? sighs.
yes, i'll be staying. i'll be staying because i don't tink the worst of him as well. he have yet to step on my tail so i'm cool about it. just disappointed that he's mis-using his power. sighs. i'm staying for the sake of the rest. and yes, i'll be staying because i like the job. i'll be staying because i want to prove him wrong. and yes, i'm staying because i want to prove to my mum that i'm able to survive working in this line and that i can achieve satisfaction from it so that she'll stop bugging me to get a full-time job in jurong island. sighs. even kevin finds it not satisfiying. and yes, i'm just hitting 20 this year. give me a break. sighs.
saw a few pair of watches i like on display outside cine. they're having the promotion till end of this month. i'm not sure if i wanna treat myself to a watch. sighs. should i?? everything's above 150 buckeroos. sighs. now that i'm working, have to consider saving liao. no more using 1K a month on rubbish that i can't even recall. sighs.
should i or should i not??
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