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michelle
black girl aka chocolate (:
28o81985
twenty-two
cafe del mar
beach captain
promiscuous
workaholic
alcoholic
shopaholic
procrastinator
party animal
beach bummer
lovee-`
my dearest sweethearts(:
my darling girlfriends (:
ah-bee (:
hugs&kisses
interlocked fingers
playing in the rain
sunrise&sunset
fireworks
star gazing
retail therapy
party therapy
food haven
speed rides
hard liquor, bubbly champagne
sweets!
wants-`
braids/cornrolls?
new phone
new watch
new hair makeover
sneakers/flats/heels/boots
skinny haviannas
newurbanmale clock
jacket/pullover/cardigan
the boyfriend's shirt
one more boyfriend's shirt
skinny belt
paul smith floral perfume
diesel perfume
calvin klein europhia perfume
calvin klein eternity perfume
dior fahrenheit 32 perfume
kenneth cole RSVP perfume
that ray bans shades
marc ecko E850361
full body massage&spa
lose 5kg
trip down to port dickson (:
photo with *him
a good holiday!
vehicle license
you-`
alinah`
alison`
joan`
jo-ann`
lynnly`
pek geok`
regina`
nadiah`
helly`
song`
linette`
eunice`
bala`
dizzy`
joleen`
lays`
Tuesday, August 30, 2005
met up with dear on sunday. went over to scotts to have pastamania and i had a little surprise. my little girl, alison came over to celebrate with me. heh (: so sweet of her! we had our filling brunch and headed over to CK to check out the watches. i got my present from my dearest le. they got me to buy the fossil watch. wells, i like it (: anyways, went back to the restaurant to pass will his disposables and was surprised to see the place packed. cool! went shopping with my girls after that. went home and dumped my stuff before heading over to chomps.
had a great time at chomps with the boys. shikin mei came as well! wells, we just slacked till everyone came for dinner. alan, will, andy and lily bought me a present. so sweet! the levi top i wanted to get the other day. no wonder, alan kept delaying the day to get the top. sweet (: we had lots of food! seafood, hokkien mee, etc. i had my fill of sugarcane juice as well. got free mug from the ralli boys again. sweet (: i always get free cup from them! after dinner, headed over to happy daze for a drink. had beer and were playing funny games there. i must say, i really cannot coordinate! haha. anyways, i enjoyed myself alot.
happy 20th birthday to myself!
about my internal struggle, i guess i'll just leave it as it is. let time pass. no other choice but to let nature takes its course. am i breaking up inside? yes. but, the tears don't seem to fall. my heart's just feeling cold. i guess, i need to learn how to love myself.
sighs. i need a break. i need to play some squash and swim. i need to break free! sighs.
you're the only one i can think of.
yet you're just a dream to me.
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