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new phone
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new hair makeover
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Sunday, December 17, 2006
how do one expect the world to forgive when she never expected to still see the world after whatever happened?
i never thought i would live to see another day. not when i did the silliest thing one would ever expect me to do. i went through hours of throwing up, total rejection from my stomach and gastric, crazy headache, etc.
one hell of a night!
it was painful! i'll never want to go through that again. never in my life. i broke into cold sweat everytime i ran to the toilet to throw up. i was dehyrated! but i couldn't swallow not one drop of water. it felt like hell! i don't wish to go through it anymore. throwing up gastric juice twice is enough to kill me already.
i'll be good.
i'll listen to *you*
i'm sorry.
he came over to my place this morning. he worked till 6am this morning. i threw up like 3-4 hours? sighs. anyways, he came after work to bring me to work. seriously, i never thought i would have survived the night. i cried the night away. imagine running to the toilet to throw up every 15 minutes. there was totally nothing but gastric juice left. he brought me to work and left only for home about 1130.
sighs.
i don't seem to be doing the right things. i'm always doing something that would hurt myself directly without giving any thoughts if it'll hurt him. i agree with him and everyone else. i've been very selfish. extremely selfish for thinking that i'm just myself in this world. i thought i could leave without hurting anyone. sighs.
michelle, you'll need to grow up! you have to grow up!
unless you want to lose everything and everyone you call your own now!
ah!
my tummy's still hurting. sighs.
can't wait for my class tmr. be having class for the next 4 days.
alright. i've resigned from thesimplelife. will be moving over to cafe de mar. i'm officially under the wings of MOS now. yes, you've read it right. Ministry of Sound pte ltd.
yeah, i'm moving into nightlife. if that's what you call (:
i'll be having my last day at work(thesimplelife) on 13th January 2007.
i'll be starting work(cafe de mar) on the 15th January 2007.
how time flies!
oh yes, it's in sentosa~
catch all the action at siloso beach (:
we're taking over sunset bay!
catch all the fun (:
i miss my girlfriends.
all of them!
sighs!
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at
10:52 PM
