Sunday, December 31, 2006
its new year's eve! a happy new year to everyone out there!
met up with the girls on thursday. over at toa payoh. we had dinner together. same old faces, as usual. nothing new. sighs. anyways, attendance that shared the meal together were: wilmer, anna, xinying, regina, jonathan, sylvia, cuijie and myself. i brought baby along. it was his off day. doubt he liked the crowd. sighs. its the same when he brings me out with his friends. there's no connection between us to talk about. lest, hold a conversation. nopes, nothing in common. our difference? 8 years. this group of friends? not into the night scene as much as my yuppies back at simplelife. so there was that big difference. yeah. anyways, wasn't much to talk about as well.
i guess i've pulled out from that age group? maybe, maybe not. it might probably be because i've not talked to them for ages. i guess. the atmosphere was just dampened, along with the persistant rain that continue to fall outside the entertainment centre where we had dinner. just had my dinner with baby quietly. i didn't exactly liked it, but i didn't exactly not enjoyed it as well. a mixed feeling, i must say. was great meeting up with the girls, especially my gossip partners sylvia and regina. but i guess, time has made us feel seperated.
anyways, they decided to go down st.james tomorrow night. cause its "fabulous sunday". in short, gay night. yes you heard me right. i just went on monday with alan. tomorrow night, with the girls. will need to rush down after work. sighs.
we'll be having a countdown party tonight. at wheelock's. how nice. oh wells, i'm not sure if i sounded sarcastic or genuine. heh. i really hope it'll be fun. my last celebration with everyone at wheelock. sighs.
honestly speaking, i can't bear to leave wheelock. it has become my second crib. a crib i can call my own. a crib i can stand up for. a crib i helped built along with my fellow mates. now, to leave the crib to somewhere new is difficult. moving over to somewhere i have no idea, somewhere i have no clue about and somewhere i have no pillar to lean on when i've met some difficulties. back in wheelock, there will always be someone who'll be there for you. i've made the bestest girlfriends there, gossip mates, clubbing khakis, etc. i'll miss this place!
this was the place i learnt to sweep, mop.
this was the place i learnt to what service meant.
this was the place i fell for my best friend.
this was the place i knocked out in the chiller.
this was the place we made up and still continued to be best friends.
this was the place we had a big clubbing session at the now dysfunct "chinablack".
this was the place i had my taste of red wine and raspberry vodka in a shooter.
this was the place i had my taste in "sex on the beach" and "cosmopolitian".
this was the place i got a lift back on a sports bike.
this was the place i hanged out at newton, downing beer.
this was the place i got promoted.
this was the place i hired staff, fired them.
this was the place i made more than collegues. i made friends.
this was the place i met him. i met my baby.
i slipped and fell, knocked out, climbed up and continued to walk.
i cried tears of happiness, pain and anger.
i'll definitely miss this place.
its where my family is.
tsk tsk.
how touching.
sighs.
i miss my baby.
if only he could be here tonight.
wishful thinking. he'll be busy tonight. extremely busy.
new year's ever.
sighs.
a final touch of love by him will probably make tonight blissful for me.
in my dreams.
*ouch*
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