am-`
michelle
black girl aka chocolate (:
28o81985
twenty-two
cafe del mar
beach captain
promiscuous
workaholic
alcoholic
shopaholic
procrastinator
party animal
beach bummer
lovee-`
my dearest sweethearts(:
my darling girlfriends (:
ah-bee (:
hugs&kisses
interlocked fingers
playing in the rain
sunrise&sunset
fireworks
star gazing
retail therapy
party therapy
food haven
speed rides
hard liquor, bubbly champagne
sweets!
wants-`
braids/cornrolls?
new phone
new watch
new hair makeover
sneakers/flats/heels/boots
skinny haviannas
newurbanmale clock
jacket/pullover/cardigan
the boyfriend's shirt
one more boyfriend's shirt
skinny belt
paul smith floral perfume
diesel perfume
calvin klein europhia perfume
calvin klein eternity perfume
dior fahrenheit 32 perfume
kenneth cole RSVP perfume
that ray bans shades
marc ecko E850361
full body massage&spa
lose 5kg
trip down to port dickson (:
photo with *him
a good holiday!
vehicle license
you-`
alinah`
alison`
joan`
jo-ann`
lynnly`
pek geok`
regina`
nadiah`
helly`
song`
linette`
eunice`
bala`
dizzy`
joleen`
lays`
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
tired of everything- family, work, friends, relationships, finance, materials and myself.
bascially my whole life.
yes, my blackandwhite life.
i've lost all the colours in my life.
i wonder where it all went. down the drain, i supposed.
i find solitude from lonliness.
traded my toys for boys. but i never always seem lucky.
lost myself in the midst of whirling around- looking for directions.
sighs.
popping might be another alternative again.
drinking myself drunk is so
unhealthy.
sighs.
drink, drank and getting drunk.
as usual.
i need a body check up soon.
my body seems to be breaking down.
physically.
something seems wrong?
i just realise that the bruises are SO obvious la.
sighs.
i can't wait for tonight.
i pray i don't get wasted again.
i need to learn to enjoy myself again.
sighs.
[
dreamt `]
at
3:32 PM
