Saturday, September 15, 2007
the heart's failing.
the mind's waivering.
the body's weakening.
the time's ticking faster than i count my 1,2,3.
i don't have a ticket to go back time.
i don't have a time machine to turn back time; turn back whatever happened.
i'm beginning to hate myself for being a STUPID fool.
its all too late to regret now.
i swore to carry the consequences on my own.
i swore to not let him carry the burden.
can i say, i swore too early?
its all too late to regret now.
pills popped; once again.
wrist slit; once again.
mind's blank. here i lay on my bed; unwilling.
unwilling to let go.
unwilling to give in.
unwilling to break free.
unwilling to understand.
unwilling to forgive.
unwilling to forget.
the tears just drop uncontrollably.
i thought you said you'll be there to catch me fall.
i thought you said you'll be there to catch my tears.
i thought you would be there for me.
as my best friend.
as my brother.
as my mentor.
i thought wrong.
why hold me and tell me about life?
why show me how to open my eyes?
why led me on?
at the end, i'm still the biggest fool.
because i'm unable to make myself hate you.
because i'm unable to make myself let go.
because i'm unable to make myself walk away.
because i'm still uncontrollably crying over you.
because i'm unable to blame you.
i hate myself for loving you.
i hate myself for letting myself go in this deep.
you turned your back.
you walked away.
i don't need to turn away; because you'll never see the tears that fall for you.
these songs are so getting into me;
sighs.
tears fall again.
where have you gone, this time?
"Don't Speak"
You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Our memories
Well, they can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are...
You and me
I can see us dying...are we?
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't tell me cause it hurts!
I know what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't speak,
don't speak,
don't speak,
oh I know what you're thinking
And I don't need your reasons
I know you're good,
I know you're good,
I know you're real good
Oh, la la la la la la La la la la la la
Don't, Don't, uh-huh
Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush don't tell me tell me cause it hurts
Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush don't tell me tell me cause it hurts
"Bukan Cinta Biasa"
Begitu banyak cerita
Atas sebab ada duka
Cinta yang ingin ku tulis
Bukanlah cinta biasa
Dua keyakinan beza
Masaalah pun takkan sama
Ku tak ingin dia ragu
Mengapa mereka selalu bertanya
Cintaku bukan di atas kertas
Cintaku getaran yang sama
Tak perlu di paksa
Tak perlu di cari
Kerna ku yakin ada jawabnya...ohhh
Andai ku bisa merubah semua
Hingga tiada orang terluka
Tapi tak mungkin,
Ku tak berdaya
Hanya yakin menunggu
Jawabnya
Janji terikat setia
Masa mengupas segala
Mungkin dia kan berlalu
Ku tak mahu mereka tertawa
Diriku hanya insan biasa
Miliki naluri yang sama
Tak ingin berpaling
Tak ingin berganti
Jiwa ku sering saja berkata..ohh
Andai ku mampu mengulang semula
Ku pasti tiada yang curiga
Kasih kan hadir
Tiada terduga
Hanya yakin menunggu
Jawapan...
Cintaku bukan di atas kertas
Cintaku getaran yang sama
Tak perlu di paksa
Tak perlu di cari
Kerna ku yakin ada jawabnya...ohhh
Andai ku bisa merubah semua
Hingga tiada orang terluka
Tapi tak mungkin
Ku tak berdaya
Hanya yakin menunggu
Jawabnyaohhh
Diriku hanya insan biasa
Miliki naluri yang sama
Tak ingin berpaling
Tak ingin berganti
Jiwa ku sering saja berkata..ohh
Andai ku mampu pulang semula
Ku pasti tiada yang curiga
Kasih kan hadir
Tiada terduka
Hanya yakin menunggu
Jawapan...
[
dreamt `]
at
12:09 AM
