am-`
michelle
black girl aka chocolate (:
28o81985
twenty-two
cafe del mar
beach captain
promiscuous
workaholic
alcoholic
shopaholic
procrastinator
party animal
beach bummer

lovee-`
my dearest sweethearts(:
my darling girlfriends (:
ah-bee (:
hugs&kisses
interlocked fingers
playing in the rain
sunrise&sunset
fireworks
star gazing
retail therapy
party therapy
food haven
speed rides
hard liquor, bubbly champagne
sweets!

wants-`
braids/cornrolls?
new phone
new watch
new hair makeover
sneakers/flats/heels/boots
skinny haviannas
newurbanmale clock
jacket/pullover/cardigan
the boyfriend's shirt
one more boyfriend's shirt
skinny belt
paul smith floral perfume
diesel perfume
calvin klein europhia perfume
calvin klein eternity perfume
dior fahrenheit 32 perfume
kenneth cole RSVP perfume
that ray bans shades
marc ecko E850361
full body massage&spa
lose 5kg
trip down to port dickson (:
photo with *him
a good holiday!
vehicle license

you-`
alinah` alison` joan` jo-ann` lynnly` pek geok` regina` nadiah` helly` song` linette` eunice` bala` dizzy` joleen` lays`


pump a heartbeat to me-`

Wednesday, September 19, 2007
i'm tired.
i'm upset.
i'm demoralised.
i'm screwed up.
i'm basically, fucked up.

work has been fucking unenjoyable since staff party.
everything's screwed up.
i don't see why anyone still enjoys work.
other den the international staff.

tsk tsk.

the team should be working together- finding ways to perform better.
not, always out there to pick on people- breaking them down.

i'm tired of everything.
i so wann to leave.
but den again, being the stubborn me- if i throw my resignation letter, its just showing them that i agree to them about being a loser.

i wann the LAST laugh, not them.

sighs.
even zai asked me to leave the company.
i dunno.

he says its gonna be bad-
for health,
for wealth,
and for the relationship.

tink he meant the relationship btw me and the management.

wells, they're out to cut me now.
so what else is there which they won't do?
my reputation's fucked up by them already.

sighs.
i need to get more chocolates.

to feel better.
damn.


[dreamt `]
at 12:05 PM