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hugs&kisses
interlocked fingers
playing in the rain
sunrise&sunset
fireworks
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braids/cornrolls?
new phone
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newurbanmale clock
jacket/pullover/cardigan
the boyfriend's shirt
one more boyfriend's shirt
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paul smith floral perfume
diesel perfume
calvin klein europhia perfume
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dior fahrenheit 32 perfume
kenneth cole RSVP perfume
that ray bans shades
marc ecko E850361
full body massage&spa
lose 5kg
trip down to port dickson (:
photo with *him
a good holiday!
vehicle license

you-`
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pump a heartbeat to me-`

Thursday, April 28, 2005
today was my last day at keming primary. wells, i'll be missing the school quite a bit. considering that i've done 2 batches there. the EM1 batch and the last end of EM2 students. the big difference between the students are really obvious. but heyys, not just the best get to succeed.

it has been a great 3 days i had with this kids. probably due to the rapport built up. or rather- due to the influence of mentos power! heh. oh wells, i pretty miss them now. though, we just parted like 4 hours ago? don't ask me why, but i'm closer to the guys and it includes all the malay boys. they're really cute and yes- they give me the respect when i demand of it. so yeah, they get to do pretty alot of stuff- cause they respect me. on the other hand, the rest of the coaches couldn't stand them. perhaps, i was much worse than them. maybe that's why i can connect much faster. plus, i'm a big slacker myself. so to connect slackers, use their lingo!! heh.

oh yes, i've nicknamed my little boy Ariffin "xiao fen". heh. now he "hates" me. cause everyone's calling him that now. and he's so embarrassed. but when i call him that, he just whine a wee bit and continue talking to me. heh. big influence aye? heh. i think that's cause he's the closer malay boy i hang out with. another is Khairul- the cutest malay boy, who fortunately is in my group. so there's interactions as well. yupz, these 2 boys do leave impact. another is Azroy- who looks japanese but is a malay. apparently, i was his and Ariffin's "target" to shoot down during this 3 days. but instead, they got shot by me. heh. the other guy i'm closer to is a china boy name Fei Peng. he's like 15 but in p6. so imagine him big size, he's bigger than me. so it's pretty my incentive so stay beside him, cause i feel smaller size. heh. oh crap!!

bored bored bored!! there is no camp le. probably none is may. sighs. better look for another part-time job le. must earn cash le. have spent over-budget!! plus, alot of stuff i've paid- i'm not getting a reimburse. sighs.

work work work!! i need cash!! gotta look for job le.

someone tagged me. i'm thinking of someone, but i'm not sure. sighs. am i really not gonna care? am i really not gonna bother? sighs.

its hard for me to not bother. its also hard not to care.

i wouldn't leave my fren, unless he/she did something that hurts me. but i guess, you didn't.

disappointment has long settled in. perhaps, its just the silence that needs to be broken.

sighs.


[dreamt `]
at 12:16 AM