am-`
michelle
black girl aka chocolate (:
28o81985
twenty-two
cafe del mar
beach captain
promiscuous
workaholic
alcoholic
shopaholic
procrastinator
party animal
beach bummer
lovee-`
my dearest sweethearts(:
my darling girlfriends (:
ah-bee (:
hugs&kisses
interlocked fingers
playing in the rain
sunrise&sunset
fireworks
star gazing
retail therapy
party therapy
food haven
speed rides
hard liquor, bubbly champagne
sweets!
wants-`
braids/cornrolls?
new phone
new watch
new hair makeover
sneakers/flats/heels/boots
skinny haviannas
newurbanmale clock
jacket/pullover/cardigan
the boyfriend's shirt
one more boyfriend's shirt
skinny belt
paul smith floral perfume
diesel perfume
calvin klein europhia perfume
calvin klein eternity perfume
dior fahrenheit 32 perfume
kenneth cole RSVP perfume
that ray bans shades
marc ecko E850361
full body massage&spa
lose 5kg
trip down to port dickson (:
photo with *him
a good holiday!
vehicle license
you-`
alinah`
alison`
joan`
jo-ann`
lynnly`
pek geok`
regina`
nadiah`
helly`
song`
linette`
eunice`
bala`
dizzy`
joleen`
lays`
Monday, May 30, 2005
i'm not sure if God received my message last night. perhaps. wells, i'm not sure if i should be happy. perhaps, i should.
wells, received a call from rossana that i'll have to do one more camp- IAG3. s'pore camp from 15-18th june. hmmm, good news?? oh wells, having my job interview tmr before going over m'sia. sighs. it's a sales/marketing engineer position. i know nuts about it. sighs. and yes, someone else called me. apparently, it's the part-time waitress i went for weeks ago. i'm invited for the orientation on the 6th. sighs. expected to work 3/4 days a week. and if i've got anything on, i'm allowed to take leave. which leaves me to do camps, on and off. does it sound good?? but why am i feeling in a dilemma??
hmmm, i've yet to receive my pay. hopefully, i'm able to reach at least 1000 in my bank by end of june/july. sighs. mummy already knows my back account's REALLY low. sighs. i guess, i shouldn't have spent 300 bucks on her necklace for mother's day. but yet again, she deserves it. oh wells, i've got to work my butt off now!! xinying just told me of another promotor job. only work fri-sunday. sighs. another opportunity!! but sighs. too many options sometimes sucks. am i being CONTRADICTING??? i think i am. sighs. hopefully, i'm able to get a job soon.
overwhelming feelings overcoming me. sighs.
sometimes, missing someone sucks. big time. if only, he ever knew.
when you tink of him, you feel like floating off. perhaps, to lala land. sighs. if only, things were as simple as ABC. if only things were as easy as 123. yes, if only.
missing someone's really tiring. but why do people still take that very plunge and yet, not regret?? perhaps, it's the adrenaline rush when we see that special someone. perhaps, it's the way he moves and looks @ you. or perhaps, its when that innocent physical contact you had with him. sighs. simple things can make us go head over heels for that special someone.
are we just being naive??
i beg to differ.
doesn't anyone have that adrenaline rush when you see that special one?? everyone and anyone does. and when we do, we hope secretly and wish with all our might, that he notice you. even if he doesn't, we find silly reasons for him. i guess we're all hopelessly in love. yes, in the river of love.
i hope everyone will be able to find their true love.
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