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a good holiday!
vehicle license

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Tuesday, July 19, 2005
yesterday was a really busy day. worked morning shift yesterday and actually went over to work really early. reached orchard at 930 and actually met up with hidayah. how cool was tt? to start my day off. went over to mac with her to get her breakfast and i bought double chox muffin from coffee bean. sighs, i'm such a coffee bean lover- even though i don't take coffee or tea. weird aye? anyways, went to set up station etc and suddenly felt weak again. will actually swept and mopped the floor all together. sighs. just didn't feel all good and will just helped himself in the opening of the restaurant.

ricky had his interview in the morning at fish&co. we were asked to keep quiet and stay either at the kitchen or to just stay away from the set. wells, azmi asked me to help him with the calamansi drink cause it was running low. will actually went to tell him that i'll help him only because there were no customers. he's was just so cool about that and he actually told will that he just needs me to help with the calamansi and i could be off after tt. wells, i was cool about it as well. afterall, i do miss that bar. sighs, suddenly bar times were really fun and cool. but, no more chance in there again i guess.

after everything was done, i went back to the restaurant just to stone. since it was just me and will at the restaurant. it was a rainy day and we were expecting NO CROWD!! siew chern came about 12 and we started to do really insane stuff. like cleaning the chairs and will was cleaning the windows. even steven was asking will if we had customers. wells, ricky and himself were our first customers. on a rainy day. den suddenly, people started to stream in. loads of them. we were full house almost immediately and we were down one staff. sighs, we were super busy and fish&co was empty. rainy day- people prefer soup to western. sighs. suddenly, rosy brought the fish&co members over to help out! so sweet of them :) rosy, karen, ruby and lily actually came over to help out. that was how busy the restaurant was. even henny was out serving the customers! wells, missy sick was out running the floor and i could seriously say i nearly fainted on the floor. that was how bad. sighs. rosy and her gang went back to fish&co about 1 plus and we were really cool about that. so sweet of them to volunteer themselves. karen was really helpful and i got her around with me to do the clearing of tables, serving of food and was teaching her the different stations. she pretty like the "job". heh. and she taught me how to do split checks! yeah!!

anyways, managed to psycho evon and jeanette to come over to my restaurant to eat. yeah, i paid for the meal. i didn't eat anything, just snacked on my muffin. didn't have much appetite to eat anyway. was chatting alot and serene joined us too. yeah, was so cool to see these 2 girls after so long. evon had the goreng pisang with ice cream and best of all, mr lambert was the one who cooked it. he even came out to ask if the food was good. evon loved her dessert and was telling mr lambert that it was a good combination. i tried it myself, and i must say it tasted really good as well.

went over to shaw but couldn't decide on any movie so decided to go for girl's favourite leisure- retail therapy. eveon bought herself a bikini at tannlines. jean and i bought a top at harley's over at taka and it was really great hanging out with them. too bad that i wasn't feeling really well. sighs. will called me while they were having dinner. i didn't have appetite yet again. sighs. short of staff, so i went down from taka to work. wasn't feeling too good and i was feeling really cold. my fingers were frozen cold and when i touched will, he looked at me and said, "geesh, you're running a fever. you wanna go back?" wells, of course i denied it. i cuddled at the kitchen though. cause that was where i could find the only warmth. sighs. by 930, i was shooed off by will and kevin. made to go down to the doctor's to see what's wrong. sighs, i hate doctors.

doctor concluded i'm having the flu virul infection. he gave me loads of disgusting medicine and gave me a mc and forbidded me to go to work. sighs, so i told will and he agreed with the doctor. sighs. i was so bored.

woke up at 12 today and after lunch, was on the phone with many different people. talked to ila, will and webster. sighs. i'm glad ila called me. i'm now relieved. talked to her for about an hour and later talked to will for another hour. webster called from m'sia and chatted for about half hour. sighs. staying home sick is so BORING!! i wanna go out, but i can't. sighs. aren't going for camp as well. sighs, am now a standby for the restaurant. but i bet, will won't want me down even if they're short-handed now that i'm on medicine. sighs. if that's the case, i'll be stoning at home till saturday. be working full-shift on saturday. should i be happy about that? i should. but it's still so long away!! sighs, do i sound like a workaholic?? i guess so. i enjoy work. that's the reason.

sighs. i've got loads of medicine i need to take later before i sleep. yucks! it's so bitter and i really can't stand them. the only thing that taste nice, is the cough syrup that's orange-flavoured. even the lozenges make my tongue slightly numb. somewhat like that strepsils that dear introduced me. gosh, it just makes me tongue numb. yucks?? i feel so weird with a numb tongue.

my outdoor pay's ready. finally! i'll have to pick it up soon. probably by friday. and i'll be 160 buckeroos richer. yeah! at first, i was super broke. having just 10 bucks in my account. now, i'm glad all my pay's in. just that i've got one more akltg pay's which is long dued and short changed. sighs. it's somehow screwed? but, i'm still hopeful. at least, i know that it's rossana who's handling this case now.

sighs. graduation's next week. what should i do after graduation? i'm the planner again. yes, it's always me. i'm really sick and tired of planning already. sighs. can't someone do the planning for once? or rather, it's the last planning needed for the group. i've planned enough for 3 years already. can't anyone plan for me- just for once and the last time? sighs. will's probably not putting me on schedule on wednesday. if that's so, i'll really be bored. unless, plans are scheduled. what will be good? i'll probably change out of the formal clothes immediately after the graduation. can't imagine myself walking around town in office attire. heh. can't do silly stuff in clothes like that. tink i'll skip the dinner at marina. don't wish to screw myself immediately after i'm well. sighs, where's good to chill after graduation? how about dinner at zheng's? nah, better not disturb his family again. though i really do miss gathering over at his place. movie's quite boring. or rather, traditional. unless, we watch it at shaw! heh, cause i've got complimentory pass! sighs, good movie's not out yet. i wanna watch "charlie and the chox factory"! woohoo`

sighs. what's good? i'm really bored. but i can't leave the house yet. cause i'm not physically ready yet. what rubbish is that? sighs, i feel like crap! i really do. hate being sick. i must get well!!

bored.

bored.

bored.


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