am-`
michelle
black girl aka chocolate (:
28o81985
twenty-two
cafe del mar
beach captain
promiscuous
workaholic
alcoholic
shopaholic
procrastinator
party animal
beach bummer
lovee-`
my dearest sweethearts(:
my darling girlfriends (:
ah-bee (:
hugs&kisses
interlocked fingers
playing in the rain
sunrise&sunset
fireworks
star gazing
retail therapy
party therapy
food haven
speed rides
hard liquor, bubbly champagne
sweets!
wants-`
braids/cornrolls?
new phone
new watch
new hair makeover
sneakers/flats/heels/boots
skinny haviannas
newurbanmale clock
jacket/pullover/cardigan
the boyfriend's shirt
one more boyfriend's shirt
skinny belt
paul smith floral perfume
diesel perfume
calvin klein europhia perfume
calvin klein eternity perfume
dior fahrenheit 32 perfume
kenneth cole RSVP perfume
that ray bans shades
marc ecko E850361
full body massage&spa
lose 5kg
trip down to port dickson (:
photo with *him
a good holiday!
vehicle license
you-`
alinah`
alison`
joan`
jo-ann`
lynnly`
pek geok`
regina`
nadiah`
helly`
song`
linette`
eunice`
bala`
dizzy`
joleen`
lays`
Sunday, September 04, 2005
sat alone. tears fell down. they just rolled down my cheeks as i lay my head on the table. my world seems to have lost its beautiful colors. maybe i lost them. maybe i did.
tears fell. my heart's breaking up inside. i've got no place to let them all out. it's hurting inside. i felt my heart shiver every time a tear fell. no one there to catch the tear. no one understands. no one knows. no one for me to lean on. not a shoulder for me to lean on for my pillar of support.
everything's in a whirl. i'm lost. looking for directions. but i don't see any around.
i wish to hold on.
i wish to hold on to his smile, basically hold on to him.
but i've lost hope in holding on. how much i want to, it's really breaking me up inside. to have so near yet so far away from me. he's out of reach.
i'm a fool.
i really am.
love is not to forget, but to forgive. not to see but understand. not to hear but to listen. not to let go but HOLD ON!!!
[
dreamt `]
at
3:24 PM
