am-`
michelle
black girl aka chocolate (:
28o81985
twenty-two
cafe del mar
beach captain
promiscuous
workaholic
alcoholic
shopaholic
procrastinator
party animal
beach bummer

lovee-`
my dearest sweethearts(:
my darling girlfriends (:
ah-bee (:
hugs&kisses
interlocked fingers
playing in the rain
sunrise&sunset
fireworks
star gazing
retail therapy
party therapy
food haven
speed rides
hard liquor, bubbly champagne
sweets!

wants-`
braids/cornrolls?
new phone
new watch
new hair makeover
sneakers/flats/heels/boots
skinny haviannas
newurbanmale clock
jacket/pullover/cardigan
the boyfriend's shirt
one more boyfriend's shirt
skinny belt
paul smith floral perfume
diesel perfume
calvin klein europhia perfume
calvin klein eternity perfume
dior fahrenheit 32 perfume
kenneth cole RSVP perfume
that ray bans shades
marc ecko E850361
full body massage&spa
lose 5kg
trip down to port dickson (:
photo with *him
a good holiday!
vehicle license

you-`
alinah` alison` joan` jo-ann` lynnly` pek geok` regina` nadiah` helly` song` linette` eunice` bala` dizzy` joleen` lays`


pump a heartbeat to me-`

Monday, October 24, 2005
i've learnt my ways.

i must move on.

there's no one else for me to hold on for now.

i'm left with nothing.

only hurt, pain and regret.
but now, it's all too late for them.

i've to learn how to pick myself up once again.
i've to learn how to play a better me in front of the rest now.

i've to play a "bubbly" me- once again.

heart's broken.
left with nothing.

终于明白爱已不在。
从今以后再也没有什么能去依赖,我还有什么期待。

就让我彻底地伤,再彻底地醒过来。


[dreamt `]
at 7:11 PM