am-`
michelle
black girl aka chocolate (:
28o81985
twenty-two
cafe del mar
beach captain
promiscuous
workaholic
alcoholic
shopaholic
procrastinator
party animal
beach bummer

lovee-`
my dearest sweethearts(:
my darling girlfriends (:
ah-bee (:
hugs&kisses
interlocked fingers
playing in the rain
sunrise&sunset
fireworks
star gazing
retail therapy
party therapy
food haven
speed rides
hard liquor, bubbly champagne
sweets!

wants-`
braids/cornrolls?
new phone
new watch
new hair makeover
sneakers/flats/heels/boots
skinny haviannas
newurbanmale clock
jacket/pullover/cardigan
the boyfriend's shirt
one more boyfriend's shirt
skinny belt
paul smith floral perfume
diesel perfume
calvin klein europhia perfume
calvin klein eternity perfume
dior fahrenheit 32 perfume
kenneth cole RSVP perfume
that ray bans shades
marc ecko E850361
full body massage&spa
lose 5kg
trip down to port dickson (:
photo with *him
a good holiday!
vehicle license

you-`
alinah` alison` joan` jo-ann` lynnly` pek geok` regina` nadiah` helly` song` linette` eunice` bala` dizzy` joleen` lays`

pump a heartbeat to me-`

Tuesday, June 13, 2006
am back finally. lots of things have happened recently.


uncle will has resigned and his last day is on wed. sighs. ALTHOUGH he has been dissing me for every single day, he is afterall a brother i look up to. a mentor i've learnt alot from and a friend who has taught me how to look at life. he definitely make my days alot more depressing everyday but perhaps, because i really do listen to him. like what my dearest ringo who asks why i take uncle will's comments hard on myself? i've got no clue myself. perhaps, a lost soul would take any directions shown to her? perhaps.


tsk tsk.


i guess fairytales are never meant for the reality world. it defeats the purpose of a "happy ending" when nothing ever turns out the way it was thought it'll end. only in dreams.


baby and i have parted. yes, i initiated it. i'm still nursing the open wound which i've just stubbornly thrown salt on. now, the wound's burning from the inside. i'm breaking up from the inside. this sucks. big time.


i need to learn to let go.

[dreamt `]
at 12:04 AM