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hugs&kisses
interlocked fingers
playing in the rain
sunrise&sunset
fireworks
star gazing
retail therapy
party therapy
food haven
speed rides
hard liquor, bubbly champagne
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braids/cornrolls?
new phone
new watch
new hair makeover
sneakers/flats/heels/boots
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newurbanmale clock
jacket/pullover/cardigan
the boyfriend's shirt
one more boyfriend's shirt
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diesel perfume
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calvin klein eternity perfume
dior fahrenheit 32 perfume
kenneth cole RSVP perfume
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marc ecko E850361
full body massage&spa
lose 5kg
trip down to port dickson (:
photo with *him
a good holiday!
vehicle license
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Saturday, October 21, 2006
its been ages since i last logged in. i must apologize for the bad behaviour of chucking my own blog one side. at least let me lament on the couple of reasons why i never had a chance to blog. heh.
1. i'm working everyday.
2. it's full shift 90%.
3. yes, i've worked 32 days without an off day. this is my 1st off day in 32 days. WOW!
4. i seldon go online. coz i can't.
5. i'm lazy!
there! but they're just EXCUSES! yes, i'm finally up to blog about my tiny bits of life. and perhaps, disappear for another few weeks before i'm back online again. haha!
baby's started work at his new work place already. St. James Powerhouse. its located just outside sentosa gateway. baby's working his way up from the start- bartender. he wants to be promoted to at least senior bartender in 3 months. wells, i know he can do it. now, its up to the company. plus, he wants to get the internship sponsered by the company. i hope he's be offered the internship (:
work's been hectic. i've been working ALOT to get extra cash to pay my insurance next january. sighs. i'm breaking down already. read above. 32 days without an off day! that's alot of hard work! sighs! will's going off to indonesia next week for the opening of the new franchise. sighs. i'll be left alone in spore with the store to myself. i MUST work myself up again. i NEED to show them that i CAN work. i've promised baby that i'll work hard. i've promise lily and will that i'll work hard. i cannot fail them!
i need some advice.
baby's back at nightlife now. somehow, i feel insecure. am i thinking too much? perhaps. lily says to be more confident of him and myself. sighs. it's hard. does anyone actually understand how i feel? i can't miss him too much. it'll make me not trust him even more. sighs. i'm confused. now that he's back in nightlife, will my family be able to accept him? mummy doesn't like him already. sighs. now isn't anytime good to let him out of the box. sighs. anyone can enlighten me?
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