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michelle
black girl aka chocolate (:
28o81985
twenty-two
cafe del mar
beach captain
promiscuous
workaholic
alcoholic
shopaholic
procrastinator
party animal
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lovee-`
my dearest sweethearts(:
my darling girlfriends (:
ah-bee (:
hugs&kisses
interlocked fingers
playing in the rain
sunrise&sunset
fireworks
star gazing
retail therapy
party therapy
food haven
speed rides
hard liquor, bubbly champagne
sweets!
wants-`
braids/cornrolls?
new phone
new watch
new hair makeover
sneakers/flats/heels/boots
skinny haviannas
newurbanmale clock
jacket/pullover/cardigan
the boyfriend's shirt
one more boyfriend's shirt
skinny belt
paul smith floral perfume
diesel perfume
calvin klein europhia perfume
calvin klein eternity perfume
dior fahrenheit 32 perfume
kenneth cole RSVP perfume
that ray bans shades
marc ecko E850361
full body massage&spa
lose 5kg
trip down to port dickson (:
photo with *him
a good holiday!
vehicle license
you-`
alinah`
alison`
joan`
jo-ann`
lynnly`
pek geok`
regina`
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helly`
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lays`
Sunday, July 01, 2007
i hate myself.
everything about myself, i detest.
my nonsense.
my nonsense.
my nonsense.
i'm tired.
of living already.
i'm counting my days now.
on how long i'm going to keep sane.
i'm tired of wearing that
fucking mask everyday.
i don't enjoy it at all.
no, not one bit.
i'm tired already.
the world surrounding me has crashed at top speed.
its getting dimmer and dimmer.
i'm losing the colors around me.
its like a black&white television now.
how tad boring.
my hands keep shaking. i dunno why.
i wonder if its bcoz of what i took just now.
sighs.
this sucks.
big time!
[
dreamt `]
at
12:45 AM
