am-`
michelle
black girl aka chocolate (:
28o81985
twenty-two
cafe del mar
beach captain
promiscuous
workaholic
alcoholic
shopaholic
procrastinator
party animal
beach bummer

lovee-`
my dearest sweethearts(:
my darling girlfriends (:
ah-bee (:
hugs&kisses
interlocked fingers
playing in the rain
sunrise&sunset
fireworks
star gazing
retail therapy
party therapy
food haven
speed rides
hard liquor, bubbly champagne
sweets!

wants-`
braids/cornrolls?
new phone
new watch
new hair makeover
sneakers/flats/heels/boots
skinny haviannas
newurbanmale clock
jacket/pullover/cardigan
the boyfriend's shirt
one more boyfriend's shirt
skinny belt
paul smith floral perfume
diesel perfume
calvin klein europhia perfume
calvin klein eternity perfume
dior fahrenheit 32 perfume
kenneth cole RSVP perfume
that ray bans shades
marc ecko E850361
full body massage&spa
lose 5kg
trip down to port dickson (:
photo with *him
a good holiday!
vehicle license

you-`
alinah` alison` joan` jo-ann` lynnly` pek geok` regina` nadiah` helly` song` linette` eunice` bala` dizzy` joleen` lays`


pump a heartbeat to me-`

Monday, September 24, 2007
i spent 2 days thinking what i really wanted. in delmar.
if it was still worth to stay or to just drop the letter to the managers.
i decided to choose the former, to stay in delmar.
accept the offer and stay on till end of the year.

i wanted to prove to the rest that i wasn't any pushover.
i wanted to prove to the rest that i was worth the pennies they were paying me.
i wanted to prove to the rest that i am able to work.
i wanted to prove to the rest that i want to win this race.

return to delmar was like a start anew.
but things turned drastically- threehundredsixtydegree turn.
i've been transferred.
noneotherthan- lunar.

sighs.
i talked, asked questions and thought ALOT.
finally, i accepted the transfer.
wells, i have to. i can't say no to the transfer.
sighs.
i'm so gonna miss delmar, awholeLOT!

the first step into the construction site>15th january2007
the first day it opened the doors>19th january2007
our first big event>10th march2007
the first day transfered to the beach>16th april2007
the crazy staff party>27th august2007

sighs.
anyways, i'll probably need to get a day job den.
at least, i can save up abit.
IF i manage to psycho myself into enrolling into school early next year.

someone has offered me to join them.
higher income than that of delmar.
sighs.
i've no idea.

sheesh`


[dreamt `]
at 12:44 AM