Monday, October 01, 2007
last night was dangerous, yet fun.
haven't been at st.james for at least a month plus.
so coming back to my playground was feeling slighly un-familiarly familiar.
fabulous sunday.
gay night.
yes, the door "bitch" was not adrian or samuel last night.
someone else.
cute. ha.
did a silly survey with him.
funny, when i had 8 others with me.
oh wells, my clique of friends.
party crazy friends.
cafedelmar & wheelockcrew.
my sweets:)
welcome party back to st.james.
starting drinks with juggies 1st.
free-flow of candyfloss and popcorn.
cause it was carnival party for fabulous:)
yummlicious`
lawrence and adam was at intro bar.
both were fed candyfloss by me, while they fixed my drinks:)
yay.
someone had his fair share of flirting with my bartenders o.0
naughty naughty.
but den again, he bought me drinks.
so, thankyewverymuch:)
tequilashots were shared.
juggies were shared.
photos were taken with love:)
welcome party was definitely not that-welcoming afterall.
had one too many drinks.
from one table to another.
cafedelmar to wheelockcrew.
i was entertainment manager. ha.
busy busy busy on the phone.
disappointing that it wasn't baby.
sighs. as usual- it never seems easy to get him anyways.
its like he's never available.
oh wells, i'm tired.
maybe cause of the age difference?
i've no idea.
sighs.
anyways, it was newurbanmale on the phone.
whole night.
till i fell asleep.
yeaps, accompanion on text.
how interestingly innovative.
be going down lunar tomorrow.
with elizabeth and i dunno who else.
not sure which prc be going down tomorrow as well.
hopefully, i'll be able to keep my liver sane tomorrow.
if i continue drinking this manner, my liver's gonna hate me deep.
sighs.
i was supposed to be good.
its the fasting month aye.
i actually managed to fast for 2weeks plus and darn, came lunar.
forced throats at lunar broke the fasting month for me.
sighs.
and since its been broken, its all the way out.
ha.
dangerous-ly insane.
i should be good. stop for one week.
at least.
my resolution always seem to be broken.
sighs.
where's my discipline?
better keep my resolution of heading back to school by march still intact.
i should stop procrastinating so much.
yeaps.
by 2oo8;
by march- be enrolled into school.
'm still in dilemma if i should do full-time or part-time.
by june- be enrolled into driving school.
'm still in dilemma if i should do school or private.
by june- should have upgraded my position (IF i'm still in delmar)
by june- OR should have fucked off from sentosa.
haha.
i'm a procrastinator.
damnit.
why am i still goofy about it?
sheesh.
i need a life.
of my own.
'm being skeptical on how this will be; baby and me.
ahh.
will it even last?
'm getting tired already.
seems like i've lost my will to carry on?
maybe cause we dunno each other well enough.
ahh.
enough said.
gonna head out.
town-er!
boos:)
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3:07 PM
